I have never been a patient person. Lately all I have been doing is running around, organizing things, having meetings with people for three different projects and trying to be home as much as possible, so that Ephia wouldn’t forget about me. Now I have reached the stage when it’s out of my hands and out into the big wide world, and all I have to do is wait. Have I mentioned I am not a patient person?
I love been exhausted while I am trying to do something that I love and I mean that in the best possible way. If you are tired it means things are happening and although your eyelids are closing every night a little earlier than usual, you fall asleep with a smile on your face. Because all of my evenings have been booked lately, today I have reserved my entire evening to Ephia and promised her a nice walk in the park, feeding the ducks and trying out all the sliders.
Tonight I planned on ending my evening reading stories, cuddling and feeling that amazing feeling that you belong in a beautiful family which you and your better half created that never stops feeding your heart, your mind and your inner peace. And when the house will melt into silence and I will be left with only the sound of my fingers tapping the keyboard, I will remember I am waiting and my eyelids will close as my patience will smile back at me in anxiety.