Writer In Florence Ela Vasilescu

Day 349 – Unfair day


Today started out with me feeling lost and betrayed. Betrayed by myself, by my feelings and by the compromises I have to constantly make. And I hate compromises.

Is there anyone else outhere who still doesn’t know that this was a overall horrible year? You know what’s worst than having a horrible year? Having an amazing one in the same time. How can that be possible you ask? Sounds crazy, but it is more than possible, it’s happening to me everyday. Giving up you say? Yeah, I tried that and it’s not really my thing. Staying optimistic you say? Tried that too, seemed to not have any effect on things. Have I tried anything I could have possible tried? Yup, I did. I even tried doing some of the things I would never agree to do ever. So, what now?

Yesterday I was talking about emptyness, about feeling like a left behind, cleaned out drawer. Maybe that’s the thing, maybe I should be empty before anything else first. Maybe I should just stop, breath in, watch some movies and give up trying so much. Maybe I should wait and just be. It is said that nothing good happenes to those who wait but to those who fight for it, so why doing what the sayings teach us? Why not doing the exact opposite?

About the author

Ela Vasilescu

I’m a writer based in Florence, Italy.

Human nature inspires me, different cultures, traditions, folk stories and the differences which make us unique. Documenting stories is a privilege, a glimpse into humanity, an unforgettable experience, one which I embrace and honour every day.

If you have a story twitching in the back of your pocket, one that is ready to be told, shared and heard, chances are I will be ready to listen; so don’t hesitate to send me an email.

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By Ela Vasilescu
Writer In Florence Ela Vasilescu