Writer In Florence Ela Vasilescu
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Day 305 – When?

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That’s right, when? You have to be patient, you have to take each day as it comes, you have to try and not think to much ahead and just enjoy the moment, be in the moment, but when? I would say right now. We are all emotionally unstable, or maybe not all of us but most of us, and I am no exception I must say. And today my brain screams when? because that’s what it does when I start...

Day 303 – Life sucks because it’s awesome

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Life sucks right? No matter what language you use, what nationality or financial situation you have, you must have said at least once in your life that “Life sucks!”. Life is not easy for any of us and it’s not suppose to be easy, otherwise it wouldn’t be so awesome. I’ve used that sentence more than a hundred times during my journey through life and I still am using...

Day 212 – Something…

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After I gave birth to my daughter, while I was looking at her in the first seconds of her life, I felt normal. I’ve never felt normal before, so I inhaled that split second deep into my soul. After a while, after bringing her home the feeling intensified and added a new one: I was proud; not necessarily of myself, it was a feeling I could never describe completely.   Sometimes when I...

Day 192 – Opportunities and damaging thoughts

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I have always been a lucky person, or at least that’s how I like to see things, although if someone would look into my past or present they would say I am very unfortunate, but have always managed somehow to struggle and get myself out of trouble. This also goes for the opportunities that have reached my hand over the years and I have either managed to choose the wrong one, or most of the...

Day 191 – What is happiness?

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This clicheic question has been bugging me ever since I am aware of my own existence. Time and happiness have always been my best friends and my worst enemies and the irony of it is that both of them are impossible to define. In the last couple of years my life has changed completely and unfortunately it took as many good turns as it did bad ones. I used to think that a happy person is always...

Day 165 – Searching for…

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Did I tell you that sometimes I feel like crawling into a hole and not come out of there for a long time? Did I tell you that when I feel like doing that, writing these daily thoughts are the hardest thing I have to do? I am so tired! I am tired of feeling needy, tired of asking and not receiving, tired of feeling like I don’t belong or that I am not doing enough. Sometimes, I think that...

Day 80 – Ephia’s best friend and my never ending project

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I spent almost my entire day concentrating on my daughter and trying to ignore everything that is wrong in my life right now. So, we woke up, washed the dishes together, burst into song while doing it and then got dressed to have our usual cappuccino at our favorite bar from around the corner. Ephia has a lot of friends on this street: the people from the bakery, the people from the tobacco shop...

Day 5 – Mental blockage

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Is anybody out there? I need help. I have no idea whatsoever about what to write. While talking to a friend the other day, he told me: “Write about nothing!” and I said to myself this may be an idea worth exploring. Right, I have to write about my day, but you know what, my day was horrible today. Besides the lack of internet and the lack of will to leave the safety of my bed, I also discovered...

Writer In Florence Ela Vasilescu