I believe in the power of perspective. You never know what you may change about yourself if you don’t experience a situation and see it from all sides possible. Sometimes the change you want to make about yourself after experiencing something new, may surprise you much more than you would expect. I surprised myself today. After one horrible morning I have reached a decision that took even...
Day 286 – Saturday’s mood
Saturday morning. We start with a Cambridge test for my kids. Everyone gets a sticker, everyone is smiling. I’m too tired to play, I’m to tired to teach, but I go on not thinking, not breathing my exhaustion. Friday nights know me so well. They are meant to be so that they can torture me to death. I always play it safe. I do my work fast, as much as I can during the day and go to bed...
Day 281 – New week, new plans
Monday again. Sleepy again. No, I’m not going to say tired, I am sick of that. I am tired of saying that I am tired. Is that even possible? 🙂 Whenever a new week starts, I have all these plans written down in my notebook: I am going to do that and write about that, and finish that, or start working on that. All unrealistic plans hahaha. I still plan them though and by the end of the week I...
Day 272 – Exhaustion, writing, eagerness
As the days go by, I feel compelled doing more things I don’t necessarily enjoy doing in order to get to the ones I love. By the time I get there I am exhausted and all I want to do is sleep or just watch a lame movie until… I fall asleep with popcorn in between my fingers. Another day goes by and I haven’t worked on anything I would have wanted to; and then another day and...
Day 199 – Something unspeakable
Ever since I have started writing a daily post here, even on those days when I felt I didn’t have any good topic to write about, I managed to patch up something nice, or I hope interesting. Today I feel like I have absolutely nothing to share; no ideas, no opinions, no event that has happened to me. I feel the need to stay quiet and even if I could write about at least one dozen things...